seriously... you really really cant depend on people who always friggin depend on you like crazy. all they know is how to depend on you but when it comes to YOU needing ANY help they dont even do a thing for you.. but whatever .. seriously -_-

this really is the last convention. its too much of a headache working with someone and in the end YOURE the one who gets sucked out of roflmao. if im thinking of even going back again i will buy a damn table alone. and if ever i want to go there id need stuff prepared.

hell. its really true that you can only depend on yourself ALONE in these types of things.. just really damn frustrated right now about too much things.......

i hope this is the last thing i need to open my eyes and make me focus more on art and be more serious about it. i really cant stand anything anymore about my life. i dont know why it has to even come to this but i guess i needed something like this to push me even more... at this point i refuse to breakdown and give up "art" over something stupid as "frustration".

it's time to work hard to get better than everyone else around me -_- i dont want to remain the person that i am now... its too depressing..

ohh yeess... another update.. >_> con is FAST approaching and im being a slug.. SLUUUG!!! x_x CRAP T_T

( naruto looks so damn hot for once.. XD hahah @ icon <3 )