Miyue

OK

2008-09-14T00:55:49Z

this account is officially retired. i will probably have some other account around here in livejournal.

bye guys

freakinnnnnn EFF

2008-08-19T12:19:32Z

i hope i dont have carpal tunnel syndrome.. that would be the worst thing ever for anyone that loves to make anything with their hands..

aurgh my wrist HURTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

*gets off comp*

'Til they take my heart away

2008-08-16T17:24:58Z

I look into your eyes, so far away 
There's trouble in your mind 
You're losing faith 
Hey now, let me hold you 
It'll be okay! 
Coz I will love you 
Till they take my heart away. 

Remember when you called 
And said goodbye 
We thought we'd lost it all 
And so did I 
Even if I lost you 
I would feel the same 
Coz I will love you 
Till they take my heart away. 

Believe in me 
I'm here to stay 
I will love you 
Till they take my heart away. 

Now we're stronger than before 
We've made it throught 
I never felt more sure 
Because of you 
Hey now! Are you listening? 
Do you hear me say 
"I will love you 
Till they take my heart away"

=====

Yeah I know how sappy, creepy, weird and how OLD SCHOOL this song really is.. but 
unfortunately.. that's JUST the kind of person i am... u.u

wee

2008-08-07T16:38:31Z

been doing lots of thingzzzzzzzz wee X3

yeah,i dont know why im still up -w- im gonna go now though.. im still trying to stop myself from ordering a boy doll... =( I do need a model but spending the monies without selling dolls yet makes me feel weird about it. ;_; THAT and i would be itching to make him clothes >_____> if i had to... but i cant... sometimes its way too tempting to cancel my classes and such and work on this full time T~T

Run Away

2008-07-16T04:34:22Z

Say it's true, there's nothing like me and you
Not alone, tell me you feel it too
And I would runaway
I would runaway, yeah
I would runaway
I would runaway with you

Cause I have fallen in love
With you, no never have
I'm never gonna stop falling in love, with you

Close the door, lay down upon the floor
And by candlelight, make love to me through the night
Cause I have runaway
I have runaway, yeah
I have runaway, runaway
I have runaway with you

And I would runaway
I would runaway, yeah
I would runaway
I would runaway with you

heh :S what a disappointment

2008-05-01T23:08:00Z

because i cant complain to someone right now i will complain here.

it honestly sickens me when someone snitches to save their own ass when their ASS was not in any "danger" to begin with. looking back, i cant believe how many countless times i try to be good to YOU and never snitch to PARENTS about anything that would get any of you in trouble.

that is NOT what i want to happen to me OR anyone. if i want my parents to find out, they gotta find it out themselves. it is not my nature to SNITCH.

wow.. i didnt answer the phone? wow, if you didnt notice, i was WATCHING something and i was crying over a drama.. i dont want anyone to hear some quivering weird voice of mine over the phone.. you were RIGHT THERE .. you can stop mixing your damn drink and come over to answer if you are such a GOOD PERSON.

you have no idea how many times ive been so frustrated over your fricking attitude and the way you treat me. arent you ashamed of yourself when you ask me for help in things? hell. i dont mind that you do but you better change yourself cos im almost at my limit at the things that you do.

it would have been alright if you kept your friggin mouth shut and not say anything because QUITE HONESTLY... you were there, TOO. phone rang so many time and if you were so concerned, you could have picked it up TOO. but you DIDNT.. instead you make it out like I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO COULD TAKE THE DAMN PHONE COS IM NOT USING MY HAND TO MIX A DAMN DRINK.

1. it would have been ok if you hadnt said anything, they always think you always answer anyway and you're so good ^__^ they even thought you werent there cos you would have answered all the time AWWWWWWWWWWWW. that's really touching. what faith they have in you! HEH.
2. quit saving your own ass when honestly there are so many times i friggin stand up for you.

Thank you for piling more things for DAD to put his friggin crap on me. Thanks a lot.

I cant believe anyone would ever think that i would honestly LEAVE paper scattered all over the floor when i didnt see it? what kind of person is that? honestly my own dad would think of these things and how BAD and useless his CHILD is.. omg her mother didnt teach her anything!! omg her mom is BAD.. her parents are bad! they cant train their kid like a robot!! HOLLLLLLY.

lol, i honestly wonder how nutsos other families are that to every small thing they would blow it up to huge proportions. they honestly drive me crazy at so many times.

i mean HELL lol, my dad even complains about why i get sick and how i got sick for a week ^__^ and how i was tired..

lol my life with my family is so "lol". i dont have any words for it anymore. im really disappointed being borin in this family as much as they are disappointed that i am alive ( who knows what they think anymore - they always have effin complaints about every single thing )

*vein pops*

miyue @ 2008-04-14T07:21:00

2008-04-13T21:24:21Z

Haha.. when I was younger they used to show this anime ONLY every saturday ( dubbed too mind you.. was horrible T_T )... but damn i really really enjoyed watching it and was sad when they stopped airing it.. never got to see it again..

and then i saw it again on crunchyroll.. it used to be called U.F.O. baby.. but the actual title is Daa! Daa! Daa! ( well no way can i find it now huh.. lol with that kind of title )

http://www.crunchyroll.com/series-390/Daa-Daa-Daa.html

<3 watch if it youre bored.. its the cutest thing ever. XD

it's official!

2008-04-09T00:19:52Z

I'm leaving for the Philippines from May 12 ~ July 14. =3=

hmmm

2008-03-18T05:12:02Z

so far so good.. ^__^

Tyra B

2008-03-02T03:32:34Z

She is the cutest Black girl ever o___o;

( please dont think that i am or call me "racist", that is not what i meant :P you know that )

http://youtube.com/watch?v=zK3uOWn-Eog

Not only that.. im addicted to her song.. ^^; i dunno why i am.. i thought i was so sick of R&B already.. lol
I love the way she dances too.. so guy-ish but sexy o-o;

i wish i had a part of her style in myself.. if that makes ANY sense at all XD

SCREAM

2008-02-27T00:55:03Z

OMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMG!!!

This is the happiest day of my life EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have no words to describe how I feel right now.. Feel like I want to scream to the world!!!!!!!!

For once it's a miracle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 ;_______________________________________;

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You know..

2008-02-23T03:48:36Z

ever since those bad things that happened to me before.. I haven't been very expressive as I used to be about how I feel about my special someone. Sometimes I feel guilty about it. I just don't want to jinx things up again..

I know I used to squeal about the love of my life almost daily before :P and yet those things always ended up as a complete mess.

I guess it can't hurt to be open about it sometimes..

I really, really.. love Adam. <3.. And he knows that.. hehe ;x And he still loves me even though I do become insane sometimes. :P

Well, XD It's all give and take really.. :) hehe

I love you <3 baby I still cant believe how im still so in love with you after all these years.. : )

Something completely random..

2008-02-22T19:53:31Z

Sunshine was one of the worst movies I've ever seen. O_O

*flails*

I watched this days and days ago :/

And that creepy guy creeped me out for a couple of days.. and now blogging about it reminded me of it again T___T *SIGH*

Now for something cute:

Akiii~ <3

New Journal

2008-01-29T07:47:30Z

To anyone who remotely likes BJDs or wants to watch me.. feel free to add me: firstspring.

I'm hopefully getting my MAY tomorrow =) Picture time >D

BJD, May :D

2008-01-21T08:38:46Z

A message/reply from the bluefairy Q&A board. :)

Dear Vanessa Lim

Your order 20080108210533955MC is scheduled for delivery on January 23rd.

Your EMS tracking code will be : (CENSORED)

Thank you for your patience and we hope you receive your doll soon~

Best regards,

Bluefairy

OMMGGGG I can't wait 'til she's here!! ^_^ I AM GOING NUTSO! haha. I don't have any of the friggin wigs yet!!
AUGH how can i take her pics if i dont *SNIFF* ;_____;

:3

2008-01-14T09:45:06Z

So, I finally got the courage to talk to my dad about what I wanna do, after like.. a year or two of thinking. I've become more sensible and less ambitious enough to create everything myself ( because I am honestly not that driven enough to slave myself like crazy and keep learning new things all the time... anymore ). I had no idea how deeply in love I am with BJDs. They're actually so much like the anime-style drawings that I love. I finally have a use for what I've gone through in art school for 2 years. xD

I've decided to start DESIGNING clothes for dolls. When everything works out - I will be sending out my own designs and have someone else make them for me. ^-^ I deeply love fashion and art. I like drawing but I don't want to be pressured. I love crafts, but I have too few of an experience to start now. For now - this is the best arrangement yet, I could make a lot of money doing what I ~love~ if i play my "cards" right. =)

I've decided to give this a go. Who knows, right? I gotta start somewhere.. ^^

Hopefully my dad can help me get started for now.. it's going to be a huge thing for me so I hope this will actually push through. I HOPE I will keep pushing myself closer and closer to "success". xD

And.. good luck to myself I guess. I've actually got other things in my mind that I resolve to do this year.. :( It's gonna be another "hard" year. ^^;

squeal

2008-01-10T04:41:25Z

I definitely feel like HONEY right now :3 lols~

I'm getting a very beautiful doll soon. Ahh, why did I never explore the idea of owning a BJD?! XD For a few weeks I went looking around for dolls.. and I finally came across this company that produces the exact type of doll that I love..

http://flickr.com/photos/kotori-nanako1023/912111705/
http://flickr.com/photos/bumblebees/316946628/
http://flickr.com/photos/bumblebees/373907518/in/set-72157594410601549/
http://flickr.com/photos/10362759@N05/1183968184/
http://flickr.com/photos/bumblebees/441399128/

she's the cutest thing.. ever. x_X

.. sigh. i know when I get her I will want *more* BJDs

.. fortunately they're all attainable.. xD...

unfortunately i dont really have that much money.. @_@ as of the moment.. xD

bah.. >_>; must find out a way.............. ;3;

.. i promise i will blog something "real" ... next time ;3; i just had to get my lurf out for may xD

http://bluefairyint.com <- official blue fairy bjd webbie :3

at least i got to cross out one BJD from my wishlist. xD im trying not to go crazy and rush to buy everything. I would end up with $0 e_e;

ahhh.. why do i have to get so attracted to pretty things *3*

ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHH

2008-01-08T07:53:48Z

*explodes*

wishlist XD

2007-12-30T23:44:53Z

lols.

dont mind me ;-;

Bluefairy : Special Minimay, Special May, Special Emilie, Sweet day May V.
Volks Yo-SD : Tanpopo : $550 + $30
Lati Red : L : $560 ( + $130? ), M : $560 ( + $130? )
Luts Kid Delf : Bory : $280 + $47 ( + $100? ), Ani : $280 + $47 ( + 100? )

I shall be making a seperate livejournal soon that will involve selling stuff and offering my services for something xD hee hee.

:D

2007-12-21T08:11:27Z

HOMG IM QUITTING SOON!!!!!!!!!!! <3

WOAH! Wait! I'm QUITTING soon. O_O; I cant believe it. It's been 3 months.. and... yeah... o_O;;; *faints* I don't think I'd ever want to work 5-6 days a week anymore.. x_X; sigh =( If I had to it would have to be my OWN business ><; I absolutely have no time for anythign else at ALL. =(

I should post some pics soon of my doll with custom make-up and such =) hehe.

for now i'll post one pic of the eyes :D ( late - i know ><; )

TA-DAH! :D

YES she's the SAME doll in my post below ^^;

next up will be the make up.. its so damn hard to decide!! >(

meh...

2007-11-30T06:44:14Z

you hiitachi twins are the cause of my bad luck =(

well, i gotta blame something for the bad luck..

anyway.. this is the first time ive been losing so much money for the most crappiest reasons.. and im not even getting anything out of it.. and by golly it feels awful~

i have to learn to be more careful........... sigh =_____=

anyway.. might as well post a cute pic:

rofl

2007-11-26T06:20:14Z

i made the ice cream boi look gay xDD;; sooooooo cute tho ;;;; *points at avvie*

if youre a toki fan you would see some slight changes xD lmao

o_O

2007-11-26T02:41:45Z

It's sad when the moment you actually get a day off from work.. you spend it ALL day reading Doll Picture Fics... omg =_=

Nina~!

2007-11-20T18:40:20Z

I can't believe I bought a doll.. I've always ~~hated~~ disliked dolls :P But like someone said.. PULLIPS are for people who
don't like dolls.

but she's wayyyy too cute x-x;; she's coming soonnn~ i cant wait. XD;; i hope to make clothes
and everything else for her :P

"Hello! I'm Nina... Feel like so. : )"

sooo..

2007-11-20T06:07:05Z

I notice that I only update my LJ when I'm somewhat obsessing about something :P

ANYWAY~ I've always been interested in the pullip dolls.. and right now i feel like it's another obsession about to go nuts lol >__>; although i feel like i can handle myself more now and limit myself to at least 2-3 dolls at the most.. o_o;; since it IS going to be customizable anyway.. I would probably want either 1 pullip and 2 dal or 2 pullip and 1 dal :P

right now this one is the most im interested in:

Her name is Nina .. She's the cutest one in the entire batch.. XD im really thinking of buying her but she's like 128 + 40 shipping.. 160 for a doll?.. hmm... >_>;; I know I'm not the only one who thinks the price is a bit too much for a doll.. but i friggin KNOW that i wont be saying that when i get her =_______=;; right now im trying to get rid of most of my toki bags and just keep the ones i dearly love lol

can you believe ive spent at least 4k on nylon bags? e_e;; *sighs~*

ANYWAY - I know that once I get her.. I would have to buy all these friggin accessories.. and i gotta learn how to make clothes for her cos i would be in a bind if i keep buying like 10 dollars per clothing piece?? O_o which would be nuts.. lol and all those re-ment little stuffs.. AUGH lol Not like i like how a lotta people make clothes for their dolls.. i know they usually steal them from something else anyway.. AHAH im talking like im a pro seamstress... bleagh.

but seriously tho .. so much ideas are going in my head that its not funny.. how to accessorize and what clothes she shoudl wear.. etc etc.. o_o;;; sigh ~_~;; i used to never like dolls cos theyre creepy like hell.. and for SURE im never getting any of those blythes... ugly things x_X;; sorry for all those blythe lovers but.. DX

God.. ever since ive been buying designer bags - 200 doesnt seem that much to me for one "piece" of thing lol o_o;; which is nothing close to those electronic stuffs that people buy x_X;;;

im a bit disgusted with myself >_>;.........